struggling

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Dear little blog (and blog readers), I am neglecting you and I am sorry!  I've been struggling a little bit lately to get back into the swing of things after vacation.  I think that this is by far the hardest post-vacation transition yet.  I'm not sure what's going on.  

It might be the weather - spring is my least favorite time of year in Alaska, it's sloppy and dirty...but at least the light is back!

Or maybe it's withdrawls from hanging out with John.  I know that sounds totally sappy, but it's always hard to send him off to work the next day when we come home from a trip.  I definitely value my "me" time away from him, but with my current schedule, we don't get to spend a lot of time together, which sucks because I like hanging out with him!  

I have no energy or motivation to accomplish anything, but I have a million things I want to accomplish.  I dread going to work.  I don't really feel like seeing or talking to people.  I want to stay in bed all day.  

I hope that I snap out of it soon so I can finally start getting stuff done.  Everyone keeps asking about pictures from my trip and I just keep telling them that I'm too lazy to transfer them from my camera.  

Thanks for sticking with me even though I'm neglecting you!