identity crisis

Don't be surprised if things start changing around here.  I am having a blog identity crisis.  I haven't posted anything of any substance for awhile...my focus52 project has fallen terribly behind...and I love the way everyone else's blog looks but I hate my own.  I seem to be able to spend hours looking at all the amazing work that is out there but am unable to buckle down and do any of my own.I've spoiled myself by taking vacations every three months, and I'm coming up on another one, which may be the root of my dissatisfaction with everything lately.  My conditioned response is to expect a break about now, but I'm not getting one for another couple of weeks...so I'm grumpy.